29th April 2011

"coba kau pikikan coba kau renungkan
apa yang kau inginkan telah aku berikan..
Coba kau pikirkan coba kau renungkan
Tanya bintang-bintang hanya kaulah yang ku sayang..
Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan
Apa yang kau butuhkan telah aku berikan
Coba kau katakan apa yang kau inginkan"

Bth dh nda bekaroke brabishly. Lots of work left undone, don't bother for now.
what I need is a change of mood.. p ever since last week, my mood is so down.
Feeling insecure n unsure.. Still trying to figure out.. is change a bad thing?

"Takkan terlerai perasaan hati,
sehingga mulut berkata sendiri,
Takkan lari d kunjung pergi,
Sehingga hati mengata benci"

Entah apakah maksudnya kata2 ku aa? But it rhymes kn? kn? :D.
Anyways... I need a vacation!! a vacation from all of these. If only.. I can put my thoughts aside for awhile n relax2 aja, kn bisai.. yg membg sanaknya n so frustrating.. whenever I'm free, i'll think about things dat I should not b thinking (or avoid thinking).. So, weneva ku busy, alhamdulillah, i can forget all about it. tp tp.. segalanya kembali tika masa lapang menjelma. Stress + membg mental!!

I need a hobby!